PONOGRAMS
Ponograms:
1-24 The First Twenty-Four
25-48 The Second Twenty-Four
49-72 The Third Twenty-Four
73-96 The Fourth Twenty-Four
97-120 The Fifth Twenty-Four
121-144 The Sixth Twenty-Four
145-168 The Seventh Twenty-Four
169-on The Eighth Twenty-Four
121
TV Shows That Never Were - 3
122 Genealogy Kicks - 2
123 TV Shows That Never Were -
4
124 From Land to Lindbergh
125 Pono In Dreamland - I
126 Pono In Dreamland - II
127 Licensed to Drive
128
TV Shows That Never Were - 5
129 Colon Cancer Surgery
130 CC Reattachment
131 CC Chemotherapy
132 CC Personal Review
133 A Trip to Maine - 1
134 A Trip to Maine - 2
135 TV Shows That Never
Were - 6
136 Lucky I Live South Maui
137 The Rest of South Maui
138 The Family Birdman
139 My Plumeria Tree
140 TV Shows That Never
Were - 7
141 Pono Slept Here - I
142 Pono Slept Here - II
143 TV Shows That Never
Were - 8
144 Collecting Postal Strips
CC CHEMOTHERAPY
Introduction
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This information is primarily about Pono’s
chemotherapy after colon cancer surgery, but it was written at various times
that may cause confusion to the reader. It starts with post-surgery lead
up and beginning the chemotherapy, then contemporary coverage of the process to
its end, then comments written two and six years after the entire cancer
experience. I hope that helps.
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Chemotherapy after Colon Cancer Surgery |
So why am I taking chemotherapy? The surgeon believes he got all of
the cancer. The seven lymph nodes harvested were negative. Physical
examinations, blood tests, x-rays and CT scans all are negative. For all
intents and purposes, I am a cancer survivor. So why am I taking
chemotherapy?
In any cancer surgery, there is always the possibility that one or more
cancer cells got away. Unfortunately, even one is enough to cause a
problem. Now, if I were 100 years old, it would be difficult to increase
my life expectancy with chemo, so the decision not to would be fairly easy.
If I were 50 years old, significant improvement in life expectancy could be
realized, so the decision to do it would be fairly easy. At 71 years old,
the decision isn't quite as easy.
Statistics indicate that a person with my profile has an 82% chance of
survival for 5 years without chemo and chemo improves that chance to 87%.
Granted these are just statistics and statistics don't apply to an individual.
So it boils down to a tradeoff just like everything else in life. Six
months of side effects to buy a better CHANCE for survival. I must admit I
took a middle ground. I agreed to START chemo, knowing that if the side
effects are too much for me, I can stop. So far, so good!
The oncologist scheduled me for a six-month regimen. The regimen is
known as FOLFOX 6. The recipe includes oxaliplatin, leucovorin, and
fluorouracil. Quantities are determined by a formula using the patient's
height and weight. According to that formula I have 1.98 square meters of
skin.
I have a blood test on Saturday. I go in to the oncologist office on
Monday, have an IV plugged into the implanted port, and then sit for two or
three hours as the majority of the chemicals are input.
The IV is left attached and reconnected to a portable pump about the size
of a paperback book or a VHS cassette. The balance of the fluorouracil is
input over the next 46 hours. The pump becomes my friend and constant
companion for that period.
On Wednesday, I return to the oncologist office for removal of the IV.
Then I have 12 days free before the next "hammer". My instructions are to
walk "about two hours per day" and drink "LOTS of fluids", try not to lose
weight, report side effects, and hang in there.
At this writing, I'm nearing the end of the second two-week period (of
12). Perhaps a little early to make generalizations, but enough to report
some experiences.
The first period, I felt quite normal from Monday through Wednesday.
Then Thursday through about Sunday I had a bit of nausea and fatigue. The
nausea was easily taken care of with a pill (prochlorperazine). The
fatigue resulted in lots of sleeping. The second week I felt a little
stronger each day and was just about back to "normal" by the following Monday.
The second period was very similar day to day, with a couple new things.
On Wednesday after the IV removal, my legs and arms developed little red spots.
I had blood work for platelet count and saw the doctors. The oncologist
said the platelets looked OK and decided to wait and watch. The spots
subsided and (in my professional opinion) are now gone.
Nausea remained low-level but fatigue was a little more pronounced.
Sensitivity to cold in the mouth, throat and fingertips was noticeable (I think
this is called neuropathy). Grapes taken from the refrigerator had to be
allowed to warm up a bit before I could touch them. Bottles and dishes
taken from the fridge required a towel for comfortable handling. As I near
the end of the period, this effect is diminishing.
One effect that nothing I read ever predicted has been developing. I
have sensitivity to smells. The smells of laundry detergent, fabric
softener, and even the bath soap I use have become obnoxious to me. I am
experimenting with solutions but some sprays intended to mask smells are worse
than the smells themselves. I have odor free fabric softener and I'm
shopping for "free" detergents and soaps.
A suspicion I harbor is that the smell is me! I am very careful
about hygiene, but I wonder if the chemicals are just oozing out of me?
The oncologist thinks that it is a side effect on the olfactory nerves.
He suggests chewing gum or mints or something to mask the effect. I think
he is right. I took an experimental tour through our biggest shopping mall
to expose myself to lots of smells. I found that about half of them are
obnoxious, another quarter or so are just barely tolerable, and only a small
number are pleasing. It wasn't like that before chemo.
I think basically I'm doing OK with the chemo so far, but there are 10
more hammers to come. Stay tuned.
Chemotherapy after Colon Cancer Surgery - The Conclusion
Chemotherapy is a nasty business. By their nature, the chemicals
chosen kill fast multiplying cells. They effectively kill the bad cancer
cells, but they also attack good fast multipliers. This includes platelets
and white blood cells. Doctors devise a plan based on weight and height
for the typical person of those dimensions, but of course no one is typical.
They monitor blood numbers and side effects, and the plan is adjusted as
necessary.
The plan for me involved 12 iterations of a two-week cycle. I was to
have a blood test on Saturday. On Monday the oncology staff evaluates the
numbers and computes the recipe. If all is well, I go in for an IV with
most of the chemicals - from 3 to 5 hours. Then home with a 48-hour
portable pump for the balance of the dose. On Wednesday I return for
disconnect, and then recover for the rest of two weeks when it all starts over.
Doses 1, 2, and 3 were administered according to the plan, but then came
the first hitch. Saturday blood numbers were too low, retest on Monday was
still too low, retest on the next Saturday was still too low, but Monday was in
range. Based on that reaction, the oncologist cut the dosage of
oxaliplatin, the primary killer, to 3/4 strength and gave me dose 4 after 21
days instead of 14.
Because of the problem with number recovery, I requested blood tests on
Monday instead of Saturday to maximize recovery. Dose 5 came off in 14
days. However, the next Monday blood test was too low again and dose 6 was
postponed for a week. Because of the slow recoveries, a series of five
shots of Neupogen to be self-administered daily starting three days after the
chemo was prescribed. The shots really boosted white blood cells but they
went down before the next dose so we changed to a 2 1/2 week cycle.
The 2 1/2 week plan was good for doses 7, 8, and 9 and up to dose 10.
However, starting with 7 they added a 1/2 hour calcium/magnesium cocktail before
and after the other chemicals, because neuropathy was setting in.
By the time I went in for dose 10, the neuropathy was quite severe.
We all discussed the situation and decided to discontinue the oxaliplatin.
This meant we could also discontinue the Neupogen shots and the
calcium/magnesium cocktail. With this relief I sailed through doses 10,
11, and 12.
So I didn't quite meet the intended plan, but I did go through 12 cycles
without severe damage to myself and if there were any bad guys in there, it
looks like "the ox" and his friends got them!
Here's the summary - columns are dose number, days since last dose, amount
of oxaliplatin, and comments. Comments include some actual quotes from
Pono's e-mails.
1 |
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Full |
Blood test was OK. Side effects were there but minimal. I felt
quite normal from Monday through Wednesday. Then Thursday through about
Sunday I had a bit of nausea and fatigue. The nausea was easily taken care
of with a pill (prochlorperazine). The fatigue resulted in lots of
sleeping. The second week I felt a little stronger each day and was just
about back to "normal" by the following Monday. "I feel quite well
basically, but it's like everything I do is in slow motion. I have a
terrible time starting projects or chores and sticking with them." |
2 |
14 |
Full |
Very similar to first period day to day, with a couple new things.
On Wednesday after the IV removal, my legs and arms developed little red spots
(possibly petechiae). I had blood work for platelet count and saw the
doctors. The oncologist said the platelets looked OK and decided to wait
and watch. The spots subsided. Nausea remained low-level but fatigue
was a little more pronounced. Sensitivity to cold in the mouth, throat and
fingertips was noticeable. Near the end of the period, this effect
diminished. Great sensitivity to smells. |
3 |
14 |
Full |
"I had a fairly typical 2-week session except that the fatigue was deeper
and the sensitivity to cold was more pronounced. All my mucus membranes feel
like they will start bleeding if you look sideways at them. Chewing nuts or
cookies is a scary experience. All the other side effects are still there but
mild enough to deal with." |
4 |
21 |
3/4 |
Having four blood tests before numbers were good enough to go resulted in
a one week delay. Because of that, dosage of oxaliplatin was cut to 3/4
strength. "Each session is a little different. .... Fatigue was very deep
and mouth sores occurred with the fourth dose. The other nuisance level side
effects are always there, but tolerable." |
5 |
14 |
3/4 |
"I think this last has been the easiest treatment so far. Still fatigued,
but all the other side effects are very low level. By the way, I haven't lost
any hair yet, but then I have very little left to lose." |
6 |
21 |
3/4 |
"I think I mentioned the side effect of sensitivity to smells. I have
found unscented hand soap, dish detergent, laundry detergent, and fabric
softener, and they all help, but EVERYTHING smells." |
7 |
16 |
3/4 |
"I have started to have neuropathy (numbness in the fingertips) so they
added a 1/2 hour dose of calcium and magnesium salts before and after the office
doses. Total of 5 hours in the chair yesterday." |
8 |
19 |
3/4 |
"Side effects are really minimal compared to others with whom I have
compared notes - I think I'm pretty lucky!" |
9 |
16 |
3/4 |
"It was the worst yet. Fatigue was extreme but letting up now and
neuropathy is deep and constant. Fingers and toes are numb. Turning pages and
typing are very difficult. Opening boxes, cans and bottles is quite a challenge.
Taking 500 mg B-6 daily for the neuropathy. That is 25000% of daily requirement!
They give me indigestion and cause output of little B-6 bricks. However, I am
basically functional and I can see the end." |
10 |
19 |
None |
"The oncologist, the pharmacist, the nurses and I discussed my condition
at length, and based on my progressive fatigue and neuropathy we all agreed to
stop the oxaliplatin - the really toxic component of my recipe. I received and
will continue to receive the other two main elements, but the bad one and two of
its supporting drugs stop, the calcium-magnesium before and after stop, and (joy
of joys) I don't need to self-administer Neupogen anymore. I was done in 2 1/2
hours instead of the usual 4 hours or more." |
11 |
15 |
None |
"As of now I feel pretty well, but still tired (low blood counts) and with
annoying neuropathy in fingers and toes." |
12 |
13 |
None |
"There was no lightning or thunder, no bugles or harps. Just hugs all
around and best wishes and I went on my way. Chemo is done! I'm left with a bit
of fatigue, numb and tingly fingers and toes, some mouth and throat discomfort.
Hopefully all of these side effects will go away, but the oncologist warns that
the neuropathy may take a long time and may never go away completely." |
Two Years after Colon Cancer Surgery
More than two years have passed since my colon cancer was removed.
More than a year has gone by since I had the last chemotherapy. One more
minor surgery involved repairing a hernia at the colostomy closure and removing
the implanted port. It's hard to believe it all happened, but I'm sure
glad to be done with it.
Basically, I feel fine. All the appropriate tests indicate no sign
of cancer. Interval for doctor visits has gone from 3 months to 6 months.
Interval for sigmoidoscopy exams remains at yearly. My weight returned to
the pre-surgery level and continued up. With attention it has now returned
to the pre-surgery level. Most of the chemo side effects went away fairly
quickly. The nausea, fatigue, mouth sores, and sensitivity to cold, smells
and tastes are but a memory.
I'm left with just a few reminders. I have neuropathy. My
fingertips, toes and feet are numb. The condition seems to be lessening,
but the rate of change is very slow. The oxaliplatin in my chemotherapy is
the culprit and it was discontinued toward the end of my regimen.
According to the oncologist, the platinum in that drug actually damages long
nerves (spine to hands, fingers, feet and toes). Studies indicate that it
may take anywhere from three months to two years from the end of chemo for
neuropathy to subside. However, in some folks it never ceases.
Meanwhile, neuropathy is my excuse for not playing golf - the balance thing, you
know.
I have a fairly deformed abdomen. Fortunately I don't make a living
modeling bathing suits, but I also don't show off the scars very often.
The scars alone are bad enough, but then I had a hernia near the colostomy
closure. The hernia was repaired, but I still have a rather pronounced
bump in that area, kind of like I'm hiding a donut under the skin. In
addition, an ancient appendectomy (performed back when cleanliness standards
were not that good) infected and left a huge scar. That spot was the site
of a cecostomy during the colon cancer surgery and the combination left me with
a rather deep depression. The navel is nothing but a fold of skin now due
to an imprecise stapling of the major wound. The major wound left a 10" or
11" scar right down the middle. It ain't much to look at, but it holds
everything in, and at my age, I guess that's enough!
The last reminder may be just old age. I tend to sleep about 10
hours per night. I've always been a good sleeper, but I don't remember the
10 hour thing since I was in my teens. Then I either slept 4 hours or 18,
depending on the activities du jour.
Anyway, cancer came and cancer went, and two years later Pono is back at
genealogy research, website maintenance, communication, and enjoyment of life
and Maui nei!
Six Years after Colon Cancer Surgery
More than six years have passed since my colon cancer was removed.
More than five years have gone by since I had the last chemotherapy.
Three years ago I had a melanoma (skin cancer) removed from my chest for
yet another scar, but other than a basal cell carcinoma and some pre-cancerous
lesions, nothing further came of that so far.
Two years ago on a holiday three-day weekend I got sick, called 911, went
to the hospital, had a battery of tests, and had my gall bladder removed
(laparoscopic cholecystectomy) and the common bile duct cleaned out (endoscopic
retrograde cholangiopancreatography - ERCP). Both procedures were done
with endoscopes, so I was back home in three days. The interesting thing
about that is that the first time I saw the oncologist after the colon cancer
surgery he wondered why the surgeon hadn't removed my gall bladder. I got
the impression from him that removing the gall bladder during colon cancer
surgery was common!
I am currently feeling just fine. I was released by my oncologist a
year ago. My primary care physician still watches my Carcinoembryonic
Antigen (CEA), Prostate Specific Antigen (PSA), lipids and liver numbers every
six months. After the colon surgery I had yearly sigmoidoscopy exams, but
last year I had a colonoscopy. All the appropriate tests indicate no sign
of cancer.
Last time I saw my primary, he ordered a fecal occult blood test (fobt -
stool sample test for blood). It came back positive. I got the
result online and was of course concerned. The next day I got a call from
someone at my HMO who really confused me. When I finally got to the bottom
of it, it turns out that once a person has had colon cancer, the fobt should not
be administered because it often comes back FALSE positive. At the moment
I believe that barring a bad CEA number or the appearance of other symptoms, the
only testing I will be subject to will be a colonoscopy every five years!
I'm left with just a few reminders. I still have a bit of
neuropathy. My fingertips are just slightly tingly - especially if I let
my fingernails grow out a little bit. I don't understand why it is that
way, but it is. My feet and toes are still clunky - they have feelings,
but it's like the feelings are masked. While the neuropathy is a nuisance,
it has little impact on my activities. I did quit playing golf when I had
the surgery and I blamed it on the neuropathy, but I think now that I was just
frustrated by loss of flexibility due to age.
The hernia at the site of the colostomy closure is quite pronounced, and
all the scars on my torso are a sight to behold, but I don't appear in public
without a shirt so it must be other things about me that offend people! I
have thought about having the hernia repaired (again), but I hear talk about the
failures of hernia repairs using cadaver tissue and also mesh, and I wonder if
it is worthwhile to take a chance. It is uncomfortable, but not painful,
so why bother?
I still tend to sleep a lot. In talking to first cousins who know
about my mother's side of the family I've learned that sleeping was a common
trait with that bunch, so maybe the practice is genetic and unrelated to the
surgery.
I walk 4k nearly every day, missing only 30 days in 2010. My weight
fluctuates - if I don't watch carefully it can get out of control. Blood
pressure, heart rate, and other numbers please my HMO, I have a new
granddaughter who is coming to visit soon, I'm busy and happy and life is good!
AFTERWORD
This P-gram is the third of a set of four that
cover my experiences from the end of 2004 through much of 2005. This one
covers the chemotherapy after colon cancer removal. The fourth wraps up my
personal views on the process.
It may be that you have visited my website and
read this in a slightly different format. That info will remain online
until I have finished reformatting it and sending it out as Ponograms, and then
be expunged. Why? In my uninformed youth I developed “Pono’s Colon
Cancer” using frames that turn out to be unsupported by some browsers.